It only gets harder the more that you know.
Friday, June 16, 2006
Celebrated a belated birthday for my dear Wans at Sam's place yesterday night. I feel bad. Cos while chatting with Sam on the way to her house I realised they have all been studying very hard while I've been partying like there's no tomorrow. Okay, after I typed that the guilt just really SANK in. OUCH.
Anw, I felt even more guilty for leaving so early. There was some miscommunication along the way and he arrived earlier than expected. Ness is such a taitai. Seriously her brownie melted my heart and the way she play mahjong. Whoa. Power girl. I left like 20s after Claudio arrived. And thank you Belle for the cherry ciggy.
On the cab the temptation just kicked in so we arrived at Double O looking very much underdressed. But like what was said, plain and nice right? (: The queue was a killer though and thankfully it was ladies night so free entry for me! Met Ken and all. I was too impatient and drank 4 tequila shots and a breezer in a row. Played games and ended up drinking tons of gin tonic. Danced and made new friends. And I'm sorry I made you cry. Okay, actually I'm secretly gloating deep down. I feel very evil.
Today was a bad day. I really felt like I was caught up in a drama. I dont think I will ever encounter such an event again. I'm sorry he got to know about me this way. But it could be a blessing in disguise. Okay nevermind I'm lost and I dont think anyone is following me up till this point.
My cousin got a mouth as BIG as the F*CKING hole in the ozone layer.
I must undergo rehabilitation. There seem to be a big "SINFUL" tattooed on my forehead. Suffer from spasm everytime songs like belly dancer come on after 10pm.
I didnt know people actually cared. And most of all I didnt expect concern from them since I wasnt even very close to them in the first place.
Dont care but care.
Stupid but clever.
Bad but good.
I like how everything is complementary. And I like the way we move around and manipulate the situation and the way one look can express a thought.
Okay, lets start experimenting with this label fashion. (:(:
And you remain a promise unfulfilled until the faith is built.
8:06 AM