It only gets harder the more that you know.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
You said I was sent to punish you. Everything you have done upon others are now returned by me. Funny I like the way you talk. Funny how I actually secretly agree that we are similar in a way that its frightening. Our plights, so alike, our characters, so similar that we start fighting and end up laughing. What the hell is this?
W's gift for me was a throng of doubts for every opposite sex that I will encounter. And it is such a cold thought when I feel like I can predict the future with any of them. It will either end up with their feelings vanishing in an instant or old flames coming back to pull them back to where their hearts have always belonged. The second thought makes me feel nauseuous.
My suspicious mind tells me that there's still something for the last girl. But the way he plees and persist I was really this close to succumbing. So, I've decided I will not make such a stupid risk and I'll just find another one. Why not end it before it develops into something heart wrenching?
Look for the girl with the broken smile. Ask her if she wants to stay a while. And she will be loved.
Oh no no my diamonds, it doesnt work out that way. In actual fact, it is but a viscious cycle where hope builds up high, then come crumbling down and starts building itself up again. No risk, no hope, no crumblings. Safest way out. (:
DXO this sat. New sea, new fishes! (:(:(:
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