It only gets harder the more that you know.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Mei is right. When I dont like someone, every single small thing he or she does or say just irritates me. Or is it like that for everyone? You are scaring me. Really.
I do not want to be sucked into another situation like that ever again. Can you stop pulling me closer to it?
I dont want to be so easily affected by happenings around me. It feels like I am involved in everyone's battles. My mind is battled. I wish I would stop troubling myself over troubles that are not even my own. But then again, I wont know whether that will make things better or worse.
I'm sorry I took so long to come up with that. I was blinded by my own selfishness. Truly sorry. I dont expect your forgiveness. Just want you to know I am truly sorry.
Mei's right about something else too. Bliss comes in less blissful forms. I am blessed by the right things from the wrong person.
Woo. I feel good. Relieved actually.
Thin line between corny and sweet. Step carefully.
Goodnight world. (:
10:44 AM