It only gets harder the more that you know.
Monday, February 13, 2006
i think i cry too easily. which makes me somebody that gets worked up damn easily. i was crying my eyes blind while watching im not stupid too. if i had gone with anyone else, i would have been taunted at mercilessly for years to come. i took a bus to school for morning run today. reached at round 650 but didnt run in the end cus i was coughing my lungs out. its like every single cough echoed the disgusting trace of PHLEGM.
sam had a fever so i was to open the class door today. i was just talking to eileen the netball junior on the quadrangle when i saw brendan, was about to wave when he just looked away! i wonder if i had offended him in some way or another. :/ aites, anyhow, got back bio test and good heavens! i got a big fat F. okays, maybe its not that surprising. judging on how MUCH attention i paid during lectures.
i had a hard time trying to convince myself tmr is but an ordinary day. and i should not pay much attention to it. BUT hell! its tough. its my first lonely valentine's day in yrs. cant wait for tomorrow to pass. im dreading my birthday. god knows why.
okay i had actually posted this entry before i realised i didnt talk about my weekend. grace, qing and i went to sp's dance concert on fri. im sorry to say this but it was kinda erm er ya lousy. not that im in any place to say so, im not a professional dancer or anything. but well, thats just wha i thought. anw, i saw celestine! but never manage to speak or chat or catch up with her whatsoever. the three of us were just laughing and entertaining ourselves.
the double deck bus we took there almost made us puke our mcspicy out. it was so jerky that the three of us were just this far from flying outta the seats. okay, one of us did. HAHAHA. headed down for pool at meridien. its been a long time. so the three worse pool players among us played and saw he who must not be named! oh wow. getting cuter each day aye. went to newton for dinner/supper. the fried oyster was the best ever.
wans joined us there and her intolerance of anything spicy cracks us up. she cant even take strong mint or too much pepper! we cabbed down to some 7-11 near coronation and didnt manage to get bailey's! ): so we got absolut vodka and some mixers. and guess who we saw? PIERE PNG! omg, he is just so damn hot. AH!
played death match beside the pool and got ourselves damn bloody high. finally the security chased us up and qing and grace were knocked out. wans and i played five ten and continued drinking until we finished every single drop. when sam came we went crazy! oh man. it was a crazy night. i couldnt believe wha i did. HAHA. but yeah, its a memorable night.
tanning on sat before going to irvin's house to watch sam, darryl, brendan and irvin jam. it was fun playing with the drums and all. went off to wan's hse to change before heading to pavillion. grace and i were yawning ever so often even while queueing to get in! the place SUCKS. the drinks sucks as well. twas a waste of money. but i saw alot of people! i saw who i wanted to see and like i said i would, i laughed my ass off. haha.
i spent so long typing this entry. im not gonna be able to finish my gp essay! ARGH.
eileen
4:06 AM