It only gets harder the more that you know.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
cny started out with me in an awful and dysfunctional state. i was crushed. but when you hit the bottom things just turns for the better. ((: went out with meil and chien on fri after sch. seriously they're damn hilarious, esp meil. i think she's a lil' cranky these days but it cracks me up hanging out with her.
she can start dancing while trying on clothes and makes me laugh like a lunatic. we tried on the bikini at mambo and I WANT THE GREEN AND YELLOW STRIPED ONE! *coughsbirthday'scomingcoughs* okay but the price is really steep. meil went off while me and chien tried on jeans at levi's then bought tops from topshop. headed home and had my reunion dinner.
shit i cant remember wha happened on sat. hehe. alrights sun. went to gran's hse in the morning. and another relative's then headed back to gran's again and hung around til past noon and went home. watched tv the whole day and due to the incompetence of me, my dad and my mum. we had macdonald's for dinner. HAHA. headed to roy's hse in the late afternoon on mon and played cards. ALMOST everyone went. sy, jl and i headed to DXO at round 11 plus and man, did we had fun dancing our asses off! saw alot of interesting people. got me damn excited. i cant wait to see celes and tell her all abt it!
went over to the 7-11 at marina square after the party ended. i was damn high. had cup noodles and slacked around. watching these bunch of guys acting out jackass by throwing people off in a trolley. gosh, i dont know if its the dancing or the laughing but my ribs hurt bloody much now. i cant laugh or breathe hard.
headed over to jl's bishan hse in a cab after midnight charge was over. i still cant get the picture of the 100kg mimi out of my head. he is a walking comedian. bt the funniest ive ever met. got home at 8 plus and slept all the way til near 4 before bathing and heading to lik's hse. watched them play mj and played cards tog before heading for jalan kayu prata, supposedly best in singapore. we waited like half an hr for the food to come. elroy felt bad for winning his own pals money so he treated us the pratas and cabfare as well! HAHA.
shared a cab home with kelvin. i haven seen him for ages. reached home at midnight and my mum didnt say anything. which makes the day happier! cant wait for sat. but the stupid chingay gotta spoil everything. urgh. im never ever gonna hit the beach. i had the best dinner tonight with the best company! roti john, teh ice and chicken rice. :D
yesterday was hell
but today I'm fine without you
runaway this time without you
and all I ever thought you'd be
that face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
runaway this time without you
and all the things you put me through
i'm holding on by letting go of you
eileen
6:00 AM