It only gets harder the more that you know.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
dear ___,
maybe its just me being really eccentric/over sensitive but i feel kind of bad right now. i cant tell the signs at all. are you trying to give me space for my thoughts or is it just that you really cant be bothered at all?
how come when you say its more now wha i feel is its getting lesser? maybe we should all pretend that nothing has happened and just forget abt it all. and if you're not so keen anymore just let me know. i dont wish to be like a fool guessing wha is going on. and really, if i dont matter much to you i dont see the point of getting together.
this sucks,
eileen
3:41 AM