It only gets harder the more that you know.
Monday, October 17, 2005
if i do not stop rubbing my nose, im quite positive it will drop off my face. i am a happy girl cus i had fish and chips at fish&co today and pasta and mudpie yesterday. i feel weird getting all worked up. how is it possible to get so angry with someone you barely know? reining my impulsive emotions gets so hard sometimes.
school is shitty these days. j2s mugging their ass off, lessons get so unpredictable. like how gp lecture only lasted less than half an hour today. the suspense is killing me. i just wanna get it over and done with. please bear with my whinings. but seriously, the food in sch sucks. rather big time. actually whenever a bitchfit sets in everything basically just suck.
talk about leap before you look. i should really kick this habit. sometimes the things qing say when she isnt trying to make a significant point are so inspiring. like, take everything with a pinch of salt. im just afraid if i take that advice, its just giving myself another chance for delusion, worse still, denial.
chicken little's my friend. ((:
eileen
9:56 PM