It only gets harder the more that you know.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
exams have been over for more than a week. sch's started and all, but its kinda redundant. results wont be out until next week and i cant wait. if i need to take sub papers i might as well get to know about it earlier so i can start preparing.
sher got back from aussie yesterday night. the whole group, well almost, went to pick him up. he looks the same to me. he walked out of the gate only at like 10 plus and we waited for hc and ml for like almost an hour. they had a basketball match. took 4 cabs down to chomp chomp. i only got to drink a huge cup of sugar cane before i had to rush home. got home at 12 plus and mum wasnt too happy cus there's sch today.
saw plenty of j1s at indochine on sat. had fun though the music's not very good. its funny how things may seem to be going your way but in actual fact its not. how many times have you been told not to judge a book by its cover but you judge it that way all the same.
the one with the strongest front may be the weakest of all. hate it when they cant help putting up a strong front no matter how upset they may actually feel. you feel angry when they do that to themselves but you love them even more for you know the hard times they are going through.
somethings never change dont they. you may appear to have moved on but you havent. the wait is like no other for you know no matter how long you wait its never coming back. the wait seems like the only connection. it takes a strong woman to wait endlessly, with the painful yearning that follows till forever. but a stronger woman to just walk away from what is holding her together.
no matter how hard life may seems, it always leaves a road out.
eileen
3:46 AM