It only gets harder the more that you know.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
im damn pissed and upset right now. my arm is hurting fucking badly. thanks to the jab i got. i was cheated okay, CHEATED. i took my jab in pri 6 which is still within 5 years but he make me take it again and ensured me ITS NOT GOING TO HURT. but it DID, and still DOES and im depressed. it didnt helped that qing walloped my arm with her fist, palm and shoulder. think thin, sharp shoulders.
and then i wasted my time reading nonsense blogs. i mean blog, alot of entries on that one blog. which makes me really hungry cause it featured lots of food. so i ate like four chicken wings including other dishes during dinner. chocs were gobbled after that. Brown&Haley almond roca just gives you that soul meets body feeling with every bite.
you might think my day end up great after all with the good food. thats where you go WRONG. cause the fucking sharp foil got to cut my lip. to be exact, right smack in the middle of my upper lip. so now, I CANT SMILE.
jesus, today's been bad enough. i hope tomorrow turns out fabulous. please, dont make him walk by me tmr, saying hi while i just stone back. i cant freaking smile. GODDAMMIT! what did i do to deserve this. i know i shouldnt not have eaten the second roca but its only human to err. i dont care if this entry makes me sound like i have really serious issues. I DONT. i mean, what do you consider serious? haha.
sch ends at 1 tmr. whoppee. can we drown those mealworms with alcohol and dip them in chocolate? i love the way my brain work. hmm, most of the time. cooking course this friday. WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE.
oh, how could i almost forget to include this piece of joyful news. CONGRATS GRACE YOU MADE IT. i'll do my part and try to remind you to study hard.
emptiness always creep in on such a weather. damn the weather. damn damn damn.
anybody please, free me,
eileen
8:36 PM