It only gets harder the more that you know.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
i can hardly hold my butt down. i cant wait for mom to get home. i cant wait to lay my hands on the goodies! woo! each night the hopes build up and at the end of the next day, they diminish again. like a cycle. an unbreakable one.
anniversary night tmr! it will be held in the newly built performing arts centre. hopefully it will be fun! i hate bio now. all because of the new teachers. im so gonna flunk it. i dont even know how to study for the test. most probably because i haven been studying, as in sit down study str through some hours studying.
im really disappointed. of how you think of me. it hit me hard, i never expect it coming. i dont wanna talk about it. maybe that way it'll just leave on its own. i love my life now. dont want the past to haunt me. i tried hard before, but it wasnt returned. now you guys are trying, how about a ha, i dont give a shit?
okay i guess i dont mean that.
GROW UP,
eileen.
9:27 PM