It only gets harder the more that you know.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
night study was okay. our fav bao was there so was butt boy but the most important one was missing. ): missed training today cus of the audition. they got in! i dont know whether to feel glad or sad for them. performing on the stage in front of the whole school is no easy feat.
got the ocip forms today. so excited about the trip. we'd put the chiang rai one as our first choice. nice place, meaningful mission. ordered canadian pizza for our dinner. ordered far too much than we could take and GAVE them away, so we walked around and saw people we dont know eating our food. HAHA. maybe we'll make more friends this way.
i think i annoyed qing today cus i didnt do most of my maths assignments. im lazy and stupid. attempted one tys question and i could only get half of it. im hopeless. started making a din at the last half an hour. the audi extension was freezing cold.
i couldnt quite pinpoint this feeling i have now. its like this tingly feeling which i hate it whenever i get it. maybe my secret illness is getting to me. sigh. all those anonymous bruises. yikes. oh yes, i forgot to add i want to learn guitar. need some talent so that i can be selected for the ocip trip. qing has been talking to me about guitar lessons for like 500 times. i better do something about it.
you know you outgrow certain things but keep them for the sake of attachment? these sentiments are overwhelming me. lets not make this post into a dramatic poem.
noodle king next time round of night study please,
eileen.
12:16 AM