It only gets harder the more that you know.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i'd like to think im special, but im not. i'd like to think i will be unaffected, but i am. i'd like to think there's more to it, but there isnt. i'd like to think i'd forget abt it soon, but i wont. i'd like to think i can do it, but i cant. i'd like to think i can be happy, but i'm not.
it all goes down to my wonderful imagination. one that makes the best out of nothing. to think abt it now, i let it wander off too far. i got noone to blame other than myself. i could have stopped it, but i didnt want to. i wanted it to happen, but i should have known it wouldnt.
its all a twist to mock at me. what makes me think i can get away with i've done?
you reap what you sow,
eileen.
3:57 PM