It only gets harder the more that you know.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
im fucking pissed off right now. cus i feel bloody helpless with my pi and my chem test tmr. screw them. i cant think of anything for my pi! i mean what i consider a good idea may not seem to be a good idea to ms ang. and wha is new to her may not be new to me and wha is new to me may not be new to her. why the fuck we need to go through this i seriously dont understand man.
i dont wanna get back the compre test cus i know i fail horribly. i reached home early today and then i wanted to relieve my tensed and stressed up body by doing some work to save my face. i put on the mask and ended up falling asleep. woke up with the mask all dehydrated. its gonna kill my face faster. sniff my foul mood.
however, lunch today was good. had dim sum at thomson. we always end up there for lunch cus i guess its near to all our homes cept for kris and grace but everywhere we go is never near their place anyway. i think i need a doctor cus i need to question myself if i should shower once more and i've been considering for a very long time. i dont see how this illness may be linked to tremendous stress thrown onto me but nevertheless i still blame STRESS for it.
my mood gets even worse cus i dont think i can sleep early due to the nap just now and its a uber long day tmr and we're having chem test at the last period which is 430 to 530 meaning the time slot where my brain just automatically shuts down.
i hope you dont see the irony of me complaining abt test tmr and blogging at the same time. well, humans are like that. i blame everything wrong on something/someone else but never myself. oh, surprising i know that.
screw tight the loose screws,
eileen.
11:06 PM