im disappointed with my results. i expected better. maybe this is wha separates the good students and the bad ones. i think my results are okay, compared to some where they really did very far off from their expectations. never mind, that aside, enough of despondent matters that can bog me for hours. wha's the point of wasting these time wallowing in self pity?

who could stop the time while you take your own sweet time to pick up from your fall? does it matter how others see you if you see yourself as a wastrel? baby, i know whaever i say will not make much a difference. eventually, it will have to be you who can pick yourself up.

honestly, i was planning this entry to be a cheery one. seems like fingers cant lie. i will be contented if my words could cheer those in the pits up cause i know noone could pick them up if they wanna remain in the black and hopefree pit forever. sometimes life plays tricks on you, but i believe everything will work out fine, the road's planned, if there is no other choice but to take it, why not take it with a smile?

i am looking forward till the day i start working myself to do something constructive instead of wasting my days like that. it works like a cycle. humans like me who doesnt learn deserves worse. life is an irony, you think you know, but you dont. you spent all your life before you figure out that ohh, this is how it should be, then something happens and then you realised after all this while you have came to a wrong conclusion.

forgive me, significant events of my life always get me nonsensical and unapprehendable.

oh yes, i love the shitfarts. (((:
eileen*