my birthday is a public holiday, i MADE it one. how theprincessishighupthere does it sound? im skipping sch tmr and thurs and on any other potential "lets SKIP" day. we grab those opportunities faster than a hungry lion can pounce on a deer. yes, im not exaggerating a least bit. i wouldnt blabber on about the details.

now the pre birthday mood is getting me philosophical. i've realised that we were made selfish and the only way to neutralise it is the love we have for others. sounds cheesy yes? but so true, no? you know life gets so irritating sometimes, but we still love our life. we say we hate it, we say it sucks, but we still stick to it, we pull through it. we whine, we complain but we never give it up. isnt it so ironic? i could go on forever, but it would probably put everyone reading to sleep.

there are so many things in life that are so amazing, but some of us, like me bypass them with my eyes covered with the wool of self wallow. now i want to make my own principle, i hope years down the road, someone, however a nobody he/she may be will respect it and treat it as a source of motivation. the more unkind im treated, the more kindness i shower upon them. it might not be the easiest but certainly in my perspective the most effective way.

i feel like mr G bush giving a philosophical speech where he goes round the bush to say something he could bring across with one sentence. oops. i didnt mean to be offensive.

the netball's training is practically out to kill us. but i guess the teachers are right, the fiercer and stricter she is, the faster we improve and the more serious we are. the only good thing about the training is i feel so darn THIN after each training.

im hitting the beach tmr! wee haa!! my heart's bursting with excitement! i had a good dinner today. the bar chor mee was fingerlickin' good!

im happy today cus my birthday's tmr,
eileenthebirthdaygirl!