celebrated the jan babies birthdays ystd. ironically, its a grand party which celebrates 5 people's birthdays BUT throughout the whole fiesta there was no cake at all.

didnt attend the class gathering at fish&co cus i had to do last min present buying for zee and jl. and as you guessed it, i am seriously short of money so i cant afford to eat fish&co la. wha more, there's the class reunion dinner next week. aaahhh im glad shin and jl's birthdays had gone by. ((:

i guess i can say im adapting well at innova, made alot of aquaintances and a few friends. HAHA. my class girls are like so quiet and we dont bond with the guys AT ALL. which is really weird for me cus e7 used to bond closely. i hope its only cus they are STILL shy.

i think God is rewarding me after He heard wha i say to baby. maybe God went like, ooohhh eileen's finally getting the ball. she finally knows complaining and whining isnt going to get her far. she gotta learn. now i understand. i blame fate too much. i give too many excuses for myself. its time to stop.

somehow you never left. you always appear subconsciously, at time when im in a dazy state, at times when im dreaming. you hide in the secluded corner of the heart, awaiting the moment for me to place you back in place. you continue waiting, even though you dont even know if that moment will ever come.

thankful for everything i have,
lucyluv*