if you say life is as simple as snapping your fingers, then i tell you, i must be armless. cause its not easy to live a life, okays, my life. noo, my life may not be beggarish, may not be belong in the onedaythreemealsporridge genre but still, i find it difficult.

they say i should set my aim, so i did, and wha happens to my prelims, it sucks. and then it feels like my dreams are dashed. so i say, i dont want another sucha setback that tear my heart to smittereens and i have decided not to set any aims for o's!! and you know wha that gets me? it gets me no motivation to study at all.

so i told my dad that, you know, with me looking like im going to go nuts and then he starts talking to me about spending 400 bucks on the o levels papers fees. YOU TELL ME LAA, HOW MOTIVATING IS THAT?? my momma even worse, "nvm laa, cannot go jc go poly lorhs, or next time i open jewellery shop then you come help me laa." im so thankful, yaa right, thankful.

i know my "difficult" life as compared to malnutrition and down with terminal illnesses is not a difficult life at all. but then i think, whyy is it none of my friends got to worry about such problems and i have to? whyy is it to buy one pathetic piece of clothing i have to go through so much??

i know whines turn people off but i want to let it out here, so if it really irritates you, dont read, i dont want people to start hating me.