how many times have you read these entries and thought they were talking about you? no, its not meant to put you down when i say this, i just want to clarify things thats all. i dont want any misunderstandings.

ive sinned so deeply this time, noone will ever forgive me. but its okay, because if they dont realise wha unforgivable sin ive committed then they wouldnt have to choose to forgive or not. im beginning to feel that the blog is useless cause there seem to be less and less to talk about.

in fact, i dont even know why am i typing this entry now. im lifeless. save me.