im so so so so glad that the prelims are finally over. so that would mean i have a few days of rest before i start the hard core mugging again. ha. im hoping they'll moderate some subs so that i could get in SA. im desperate to go in there, not elsewhere.

im fed up and pissed with their nonchalant attitudes. if i put in efforts to care enough will they reciprocate, i highly doubt so. and its pretty pathetic to highly doubt your mates. if this is all our friendships are worth, then i really hope i didnt see through it this way. cause the disappointment is overwhelming. if you think all that ive said are bullshit and you do care, vindicate your claim.

i hope i sound wrathful enough so its sufficient to show that i dont care. because i feel so imbecile when i care so much and they take me like an idiot. if you think im over-reacting and not acting my age then you're just another one of them, those infeelingkukunadan frigs.

nuff' said.

wishingtobecomeaninfeelingbiatchsothatitwouldnthurtsomuch,

lucyluv*