sometimes i wonder if im too much, to expect you to understand though i didnt tell you how i feel. but, some things dont have to be put into words, you should know wha to do. i dont know how to phrase it, its like, you dont have to go through the all the procedures with the chef when you order your food, nor do the maths teacher has to stand by your side and go through every single step with you. maybe, you should learn to be independent, in terms of thoughts and every every thing.

nobody could be by your side always and tell you wha to do, you should observe and learn. maybe thats it, you've been spoon fed for a long time and its time to learn to think and work yourself. i dont know if you know wha im talking abt, forget it if you dont, i dont expect you to anyways.

whaever. there's a time and place for everything i believe, and now's not the right time to talk abt this.