im sorry to you, to xuemin, avril, sooklee, emmy, james, yenming. im so so so sorry. i feel so damn bad right now. im sorry to you, i wanted to go too, but she just wont allow, sorry, sorry. sorry shin, was not throwing my temper on you, was angry with myself and how things turned out. sorry to abra, didnt mean to scold you dumb, sad to know how lousy i am to you. sorry.

whole world hates me now, i hate myself. shermin wont stop bothering me, im troubled enough cant she just get lost? noone will understand how it feels like to have lost your precious frens in a day. scram if you dont want to hear my whines, scram if you hate me, scram if you dont want to be my friend, for i know the reason, and if im you, i dont wanna know eileen either.