It only gets harder the more that you know.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

There are certain things in my life that i guess i would never know the answers to. No matter how long i wait, there wont be an ans. I would never know which decision is right and which decision is wrong. I try not to think about it, but whenever i want to blog, all i can think about is you. Are you happy now? Will you always be? Wha part do i play in your life? Am i significant? Maybe not significant but i'm still a friend of yours, the word friend, why does it sound so empty, so shallow? I'm no different from the many other friends of yours. I guess thats what makes me feel sad about. Silly aint i? But sighhs, i see the cases of many of you, waiting, waiting, waiting.

Some say they get sick of waiting all the time, so they take another route. But from all the cases i've seen so far, they always go back to the first route. They may feel lost but after one big roundabout, they still go back to the first gurl they love. So my conclusion on this is, never fall for a guy who has strayed from his track, cause one day, he'll return to it. You never really know who's the right one, maybe you just have to guess and check? *sighhs* I think you are right, leave me alone then, doesnt really matter yeaa? Perhaps it will make things right. Maybe after some time of leaving me alone, i'll wanna be a friend and nth more of yours again. Just wait okies? I hope it wont take that long.



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