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Thursday, April 22, 2004

I've realised its time to grow out of my dream and step into the reality world. I've realised love doesnt have to arrive grandly, magically nor beautifully. I have no energy left for those glamarous and passionate love where the ending always end up tragic. And of cuz tragically, the one who ends up the tragic one is simply always me. Its not tt im giving up hope or going towards a darker and more pessimistic way, all tt happened to me was like being struck by a bolt of lightning, a snap of the fingers, no more action packed romance stories, all i want is a simple story, whre tears doesnt have to be shed no more, whre i feel protected frm all the harms all arnd. All i need is tt.

Its just like someone who always go to the cafe in the richman district and trying to keep a look out for the perfect hubby-to-be. But it always turn out the guy is a cheat or he is simply too incorrigible, all because he's filthy rich or holds powerful status. In comparison, a coffee being offered when you are slogging your guts out in starbucks by someone with the warmest greatest smile could make everything right again. So you see, a cup of coffee and cake tt costs a bomb at a high cls cafe whre cheaters and bastards roam or a cup of coffee at a normal starbucks cafe whre the coffee price is reasonable and potential princes who are just like you, same lifestyle, same mindset, lie? Slowly its plain for you to see, its gd to be cheerful and hold onto your dreams, but once it becomes silly, once the dreams get too far away, too much out of reach, simply unattainable, then its time you learn tt its the real world you are living in, not the fantasy land you built during boring hist lessons in cls.

Its sad tt fantasy lands dont exist, but heyy, coming to realise to fact tt you cant live in it anymore doesnt mean it disappear altogether. Sometimes during lonely nights when you cant get to sleep, or when you got too much time to idle and nth much to work on, it comes floating back again. Its perfectly fine to dream, but just remember, NEVER EXPECT WHA YOU DREAM TO COME TRUE. A dream is after all a dream, a dream after all, only come true in fantasy lands, not in reality world.



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