Well, i dun really care if im a bitch, nth really matters now, i guess. I deserve beta you say, i tink he oso deserve the best of me and not a me whose hrt is still occupied by somebody else. Maybe in time, i will come to let go of you and let him into my heart. If he's really meant for me, things will turn out right. And stop irking me by making chances, you really make me hate you you know? You dunno how i feel and you are making it worse, i guess you dun really care abt how i really feel, cuz all you wanna do is to get rid of me by pushing me to him. At this pt of time, im seriously mad at you. You see, tts the ironic pt abt liking someone or maybe even loving someone. You are mad at him and yet mad abt him at the same time. And it sucks ryt down to the core. Sometimes i wish you never appear in my life, budden i tot abt how lonely i would have been, how my wound inflicted frm the past would have nv been healed, if not of you. I guess tts the only thing tts worth forgiving you for. You healed me. But i could think of many other reasons why i shld have banned you frm my life, like hurting me after you healed me, pushing me to someone's else.

Now maybe there could be a misunderstanding, maybe you pushed me to him because you want me to find my happiness, but hey boy, have you ever asked me wha i want? Forget it, i guess the best thing would be not telling you anything bt how i feel. I NEED NO SYMPATHY, especially from you.