Its torturous waiting like tt, however i tink if the ans is negative, the period after tt will be more torturous, but mayb, just mayb, i wun tink sooo much after tt. Possible? No. I'm getting a lil mad, cuz honestly, i dunno wha are you thinking! Can you tell me? And you always seem so calm when i'm talking to ya abt it. So nonchalant. Like when you are young and ya ask ya dad, "daddy, can we go to the playgrnd?" and he will always be behind his newspaper, saying "wait sweetie, let daddy finish the paper first" So you will be like so anxious, continuously daddying him and he will always be sooo calm behind his papers. The wait is just sooo sooo torturous. Then after his papers which is like dinosaur yrs later, he says "honey, daddy is tired, we shall go another day ok?" TTS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!!! And you know wha, it totally sux.

I'm feeling soooo tired, the things wun stop whirling in my mind and they are like ebbing my energy away and i cant seem to stop them, the more i wanna stop them the faster they whirl, ebbing more and more energy away. So after this entry, you are probably going to come and tell me tt you are the blame of it or whaever, but no you are not. And i dun wanna listen to tt!! So dun say tt, makes me feel worse and im already feeling very very bad. All tattered and torn.

OKIES, treat it tt i din say anything. Just pls, make up ya mind asap.