Sometimes, we ask for advices, but actually deep dwn, we already know wha we want. I long for nth more, my wish get simpler and simpler, i just want a guy tt loves me the right way, just pure simple love with no complications. Why izzit so difficult? I dun understand and i dun tink i ever will. I need no advices i guess, all the answers and advices i get are almost the same. Seriously, there are times when ya hrt want this, but ya mind dun allow it to be tt way. I guess tts how im feeling now.

It isnt easy at all, its like i've been carrying this huge burden with me and im getting breathless. How i wish there is someone to help me share the burden, to continue the journey with me. Sometimes i really wish to throw the burden dwn and sit there, not going to move anymore, but no, i know i cant. If i sink any deeper into this, i'm gonna get drowned. Angels frm above, wont you help me out this time?