You wake up every morning and realise each day tt sth has changed, but you keep telling yourself, no, it hasnt change, it just went back to the way it used to be. Isnt it tiring to be angry and sad. Yes, it is. Very indeed. Its funny how your hrt always love the wrong one, always. You never love the one you wanna love, but alays fall for the one you would rather die than falling. But i guess tts just how it goes, otherwise it wouldnt be called love. I would rather give up and stop believing in stuff tt had nv happened, like my prince for example. But, its already became part of me, its the only hope i hold on so tightly to, cuz i'm waiting for the day he come for me and wipe away all my tears, bringing me to the land whre tears are unknown. Pls dun wake me up frm this dream of mine, cuz its the only thing tt makes my everyday a lil brighter.

I was naive to think tt mayb, just mayb i could replace someone so special in your hrt, tts my fault. It was stupid of me. I tot everything was magical, but no, you were trying to show me how does it feel like when HE finally appear. Sorry you cant be the one, but remember kaes, you said frens forever, best frens, so lets take it tt nth happened kaes? I dun wanna lose a gd fren like you. Really. Once again the old saying, when you truly loves someone, his happiness means everything to you, even if you cant be with him. So promise me, you must be happy kaes?