It only gets harder the more that you know.
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Ppl always sae, follow ur heart and nv haf regrets. Its definitely easier said den done, i dunno abt others, but ttz the case for me. I always follow my heart and it always end up wrong, so wrong. But this time, sth's wrong. I dunno wat my heart's tinking anymore. I wan an ans, but could find none inside my heart. Had it decided to shut itself up? Im not so sure. I used to be so sure of wat i wan, and i remained stong on my stand thru all the odds. But this time, its diff. I no longer noe wat izzit i wan, im no longer tt strong to remain unbeaten thru the odds. Im weak, and i dun like this feeling. The worse thing is, it aint getting beta, my will is being sapped away every moment and the one i saw in the mirror is not me anymore, but someone weak and feeble tt ive nv seen before.
8:24 PM