There's this fear growing inside of me, getting larger and larger. I could no longer trust in 'love'. It seems to be able to disappear within seconds and bring u down when u r in cloud number 9. See? u could nv rely on it, seems to be like an illusion. But ttz not the way it shld be yeaa? Love is supposed to last, im darn sure abt tt. So i shld move on huh, shld nv get stuck forever with u, but heyy how could i when practically everyday i c u hoppin arnd me. Izzit too much im wishing for? The one up dere, r u listening carefully to me?! R u even listening at all? I noe u r busy awrite, but u could like send one of ya billions angel to listen to me?? Ok, im mad.