Sorri to huever, i dun wanna hurt nione, ttz y i chose this path. Mayb being alone is the best for me. Im seriously sick and tired of everything. Actually i i tink im going crazee like the boy i feel like shouting at, cuz i guess i dun mind being a substitude. Mayb im not even gd to be a substitude of her. Now i noe i deserve a slap, but heyy, i dun tink a slap would wake me up. I dun even wanna wake up. If u love me oni in my dreams, den i wanna be asleep forever. hAhAz. But the fact is, he wun even love me in my dreams.