I noe its oni been 3 wks.. but its a beri meaningful one.. Memories flood my mind.. those memories of u and i.. no more.. no more.. i crapped alot.. i tot i'd create sweet memories wif everything i've got.. But now.. its obviously not this way.. coz im regretting.. for choosing u.. I hate myself for falling for u.. Y did i allow myself to get hurt twice.. A fool.. ha.. Ttz wat i am..

Frenz da best for us.. wrong.. its da best for u.. but since its this way.. i'm happy for u.. I dun wan u to be tied dwn by me.. go den.. frenz 4eva..

I dun blame u.. for luv cannot be forced.. i noe tt since im 3.. Mayb i wun get hurt as much if i've stuck to my choice.. its beta to luv someone hu doesnt luv u den to luv someone hu likes ya but dun wanna be wif ya.. Its hurts man.. hurts alot.. nv felt this way b4.. I guess b4 tt i was too lucky..

I regret.. but i noe it wun for long.. for i guess.. this heart of mine is as stubborn as a bull.. It doesnt gives up easily.. Im sorry for if i made u guilty.. u dun haf to.. ttz not wat i wan either.. I'll heal.. mayb in a thousand yrs..=)

So juz leave.. lemme stay awhile to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and look back on those daes.. Now one last stupid thing.. i hate myself for not saying it earlier.. it was now tt i realise... I love u.. i seriously do..