So now im asking, wats the pt of loving him, for doing so much when all i get back in return r hurt and scars. I cant find the ans, coz i stil wanna protect him, i stil wanna love him and care for him. Im a fool. and no matter wha i do, i juz cant stop myself. He's living his own life, y cant i? Y muz my life revolves arnd him? When is this gonna stop? Hu can gimme the answers to my qns?

Life's nv fair, especially to me. This is juz a fucked up life. Whre is the love? Will my fucking brain ever stop tinking of him? I doubt so.