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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Haf ya ever wonder y a crush on someone is called a crush? i came across this story.. of a ger likin a guy.. oni to get accused of spreadin rumors abt the bof of dem being together.. the guy looked her up and gave her hopes.. oni to dash dem by accusin her of being a blabbermouth.. well.. now i realise.. if a crush was sposed to feel gd..dey wouldn't call it a crush.. do u geddit? spend some time to tink it over if u dun..

God had been kind to me.. givin me chances to experience the feelin of being loved.. and being so in love.. i shocked myself.. i nv knew i was capable of lovin someone soo much.. tt i could do juz anything.. anything for him.. i wanted sth in return at da beginnin.. i cheated myself.. i cheated everyone.. but deep down.. i was hopin for sth in return.. i hold hopes..love is nv sposed to be selfish.. but time passes by.. and it hurts deeply to c him being unhappy.. when he's happy.. im happier den he is.. and when he's sad.. i'm a hundred thousand times worse.. is this love? i'm not sure.. i've always tot im gd at this game called love.. i always tot i knew wat was love.. but i was wrong.. i tink hard.. and realise oni now.. all i wan is him to be happy.. being his gd fren is more den enuf.. lovin someone is nv sposed to be miserable.. when it's time to move on.. we shld move on.. no one shld ever stay put in any phase of their life.. live on and things may turn out a diff way..

Dun hold high hopes unless u r prepared fer the worse outcome.. i'll always be here for ya.. to listen to ya.. to support ya.. as a fren.. oni a fren and i'm contented..



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